Something you don't typically see in the grow logs:

The emotional/human aspect of it. I have mixed feelings - I am super stoked to come home from work and see two small light-green round leaves on one of the sprouts - and the rest of them about to do likewise. Very cool.

It's tough to not tell anybody. It's hard to be so excited and want to share with others - but not be able to.

The paranoia sets in. I have trouble posting on this forum, thinking that the feds are watching my online activities. I'm freaking out about someone seeing my setup. I'm scared of Uncle Sam.

I'm angry. I'm angry that in the supposed "Land of Freedom" I cannot grow a PLANT without fear of having my life destroyed.

I'm happy - because I know that soon I'll be able to experience enjoying marijuana that I personally grew and cared for.

Growing is a strange experience so far. I have been reluctant to post pics of anything due to my paranoia too.

Interesting times... I'm rambling.
ConnieSewer Reviewed by ConnieSewer on . Master Kush x Silver Haze 1st Grow - YAY! First off let me say what a pleasure it is to speak to you guys, and read through all of this information and be a small part of the community. And, many thanks to Zandor for everything he does to bring us so much information, I am an avid listener to the Grow Report - and I love the show. So here's my grow log, I'd appreciate your help. I haven't really seen many grow logs that fully detail every step, so I thought I'd do that with mine, and let you guys see what I've done. Size and Rating: 5