I'm saying that I had a blast...and I'm sure I would have had a blast either way. But the chemical mixing FORCED me to have a blast. You know what I mean?

With acid alone, you have the ability to not have fun. Acid mixed with ecstasy, you're being forced into that happy-go-lucky fun time. When the ecstasy wears off, you're sitting around tripping still...and cracked out. You've just been chemically drained of all of the fun you could possibly have...so, you need ANOTHER substance to remain 'sane.' Then you realize that you just haven't slept for a really long time...not because you had the choice of going to sleep or not going to sleep...but because you're being chemically forced to stay up for a really long time.

But, when it comes down to it...fun is fun...forced or not forced. But this kind of fun is just something I won't be repeating for a while...because it is not only physically exhausting...but it's mentally exhausting as well.