i've smoked 20X quite a few times. i agree that this drug gets you in touch with a being. i've had some extremley fucked up expirences and feelings on saliva that i cant even explain.

but like you were saying about being ripped from yourself, i know exactly waht you mean. im not quite sure what happened to my soul, but all i know is that there was no "I". the first person view of life from "my" eyes no longer existed. i am almost positive that i died for those minutes, becuase i am positive that my thouyghts no longer existed