If you're a teenager, then it's not your fault you're all fucked up feeling. You talk about checmicals, well son you have them gushing out of every pore. You can't expect to understant it, it never makes much sense at a young age. Give it another 6 or 7 years and it'll start to come together. You don't have a good view of the world, you've got too many hormones running around to get a good look.