Quote Originally Posted by Inferius
Life is so god Damn confusing planty.

It's 4:30 a.m. and I can't sleep. I usually take this as a sign I need to get up and write something.

I am feeling better though. So much of what all of you said feels correct, even if I struggle to accept it.

>>>>My father uses a metaphor for the common human journey.
He says we are all going up a spiraling staircase, occasionally looking over the railing at where we used to be.
My problem seems to be the nagging desire to try and see through the bottom of the stairs above me.
Which is where you come in. You chuckle to yourselves before leaning over the railing and hollering support and a little insight from your perspective.
Thank you all for doing this.

Heh. Someone made a thread about me. They write as though I am on the verge of suicide. Do I come across as Suicidal? I don't think so. When I first saw it, my mind immediately tried to understand their motives for bringing such attention to me, and to themselves (as well as recoiling in horror).
I guess I am analytical.

>>>Although I can't be sure how "true" an emotional connection over the anonymity of the internet is, I suppose I can just tell my insecurities to shut up, filter out the bad, and take all the good in stride. This would be the healthiest approach, no?

>>>If I have your attention, I have a few more questions to ask.

Is it all worth it in the end? (not at the end of your life, just, after all the teenage/early-twenties)

What did you mean by "I know what you mean by psychedelics, my brain is fried, thus rendering my feelings and emotions rather different than some others" ? In a bad way??! (notice the panicky question mark exclamation combo)

Would meditation be a hobby someone could "actively" focus on? Giving them a reason to live? Etc Etc?

How did you choose your career??

What happens if I eat chicken after midnight?

Oh god the sun is coming up.
Bright light. Bright light!

Much Joy,
-Inferius

No, not really in a bad way. We as human beings learn to adapt, and I surely am doing that. I just feel like...sometimes I "feel" more than others. I pick up on intuitive things a lot faster and stronger than my surroundings. I try to control it and not let it overwhelm me though, which is a challenge on its own.

Meditation is excellent. I truly recommend it.

I would elaborate on this, but work needs me. But hey it's friday!!

I won't let you down brother Inferius, I'll show you some cool stuff tonight.

Stay up friend.
bleh Reviewed by bleh on . The Illusion Of Communication Through body language, facial expression, tone, and the words used to describe something, we humans attempt to communicate our perception of reality amongst each other. >>>>>>>>>>>>But we all die alone. >>>>>>>>>>>>We never truly understand one another. >>>>>>>>>>>>We are always, forever, alone. We pretend to "grasp" another human's perception through comparison to our own, or through chemicals designed to make us feel as if we've "bonded", Rating: 5