Quote Originally Posted by Inferius
I need something permanent.
The only permanent thing in this existence is impermanence. Learn the impermanent and illusionary nature of this universe, and you'll find peace with it. If you want to end the suffering of your own existence, it's as simple as learning to stop clinging to what you find within it. Maybe try some meditative techniques, learn to let go of your world and your sense of self, and be a temporary, constantly changing in form, conscious realm. And remember that most people's biggest obstacle to understanding this in meditation is the desire to cling to the higher state, rather than just observing it without concept, without it relating back to your self.