Aw, sorry to hear about your hand; yeah, that probably does rule out the military. Might be worth asking again though, if you want/need that option, because they're desperate now, taking 41-year-old people, retarded people, etc. I'd rather have you with your gimpy hand in a foxhole with me than some guy with an IQ of 73 who can't see eight feet without his reading glasses.

Absent that option, I dunno what to suggest! I mean, it's hard to hold down a job when you're living on the street. And it's hard *not* to live on the street without a decent job, family, money or some kind of job skills. I feel for ya, man. I wish I had something useful I could tell you that would help, but I guess I suck because I don't.