thcbongman, you have some pretty good insight for a guy 5yrs my junior I'm impressed.


Sadly, I cannot think of any 'purpose' to interject in my life that would be so significant as to create enough 'energy' to change my path to one that would lead back to happiness. My only regret in life, besides losing her, is that I dropped out of college afterward... I have been toying with the idea of going back and finishing my degree but I cant think of anything I really want to do... I've been depressed for so long I just feel numb. Trying to think of long-term goals w/o her is like trying to do math while high... I just go blank :stoned:

I dunno man, you had a lot of good points and this subject is so... Challenging to think clearly on. I think I'm going to just stop here and reflect on it more.