I know exactly how you feel. There's a girl who I have never completely gotten over. It's like everytime you talk to her, you both feel the love, despite all the pain you both went through. You have to accept the fact that these feelings won't ever go away. I spent years trying to forget about her, and I know it's the same with her. Even to this day, everytime we talk, there's an innuendo that will always suffice, an aura so powerful you succumb.

Trying to erase what can't be erased is impossible. It's okay to love her, but you have to accept the fact that life isn't fair, how events and decisions divide people from each other like a road that forks.

You want to love, don't let your selfish desires run your life. You can wish all you want, what could've been, but it won't change your outlook. Everyday is a new day, and life is so unpredictable, the next day, you could be dead.

Live life the way you wish to live it. That's all you can do. Don't let your problems run your life. When you live life the way you want too, you will fall in love again.

It's tough, I know exactly how you feel. It'll help if you don't try to talk to her often. Send her birthday wishes, and keep it at that. You gotta get over the addiction to those particular emotions. Good luck man.