A QUESTION OF LIFE

[Imotep]

dude...
get over it
its all in your head
it aint gonna get any better until you let it
ive been there, htaed everything and wasnt happy
told myseft to fuck off and stop berig a fuckwit and get over it and i did
and im pretty happy now
i still get taxed and still have not much money or cant go fishing much or whatever and theres stilll wars and idioits spending my taxes on garbage etc whatever.
worked for me.
u could be a starving little kid dying in a pool of your own shit with a blown off leg and nothing but a dead mother for comfort.
it aint thaT bad.
or is it?

[RESiNATE]

yEAH, DON'T i know it.

I love my kids, anbd they are the only reason that I stick around, but it breaks my heart when I can't even afford to do give them little things. Plus, I find it very difficult to hide my frustration - I don't take itouton them, but I have little patience right now, and so I am faced weith the double-whammy, of trying to keep a happy face on, when all I wanna do is cry at my inadequecies - and that's what it boils down to. I can't even look after myself, so how the fuck can \I be a role model to them?

I aint gonna check out, no matter how much I want to, but what the fuck have I got to do to make this existence bearable?

I've tried the give-a-fuck attitude, but that only works if those that you are directin git at GAF about how you feel...they do not, the banks, the ex-...they couldn't give a fuck!

Anyways, I'm on pumpkin detail with the kids...must control the knife action lol...
I spose that I shouldn't design the face on their mother...not least because i'll end up kicking it the out of the door.

[RESiNATE]

btw..thanks for your support guys, I'm just inconsolable at the moment - it is just that the cycle is getting too tedious to put up with anymore...

As for the cash...I don't want any of it - it is a corrupter of the spirit - but, I gotta get tax on my car, which I can't afford, so now I can't go to work..yadda yadda yadda...

[Torog]

Howdy Resinate,

You lament:" I am destined to live a life that is filled with sharp reminders that I am but one small insignificant person, who has some strange ideas about how people should act and behave - and there's nothing that I can do to change it."

I believe that you are wrong,if you're heavy laden and find that your labor is difficult to bear,you can rest your burden with Jesus Christ..He will bear your burdens and restore your hope.

You have the power to change your life..indeed-one man can change the World.

Be grateful of your many blessings..many do not have as many blessings as you... remember always-that but for the Grace of God..there go I..

[maryjanemama]

I'm not trying to step on any toes here...but can Jesus pay the phone bill?

[clevemire]

Now now. Torog was just trying to be nice in his own way. While you and I don't agree on his views, he didn't force it on anyone.

Is this me talking?? I am such a hypocrite

[GHoSToKeR]

Now now. Torog was just trying to be nice in his own way. While you and I don't agree on his views, he didn't force it on anyone.

Is this me talking?? I am such a hypocrite

hey Cleve, I like your signature

[clevemire]

Thanks. Got it on the insert of a cd. Sounded catchy and thoughtful.

[RESiNATE]

Jesus?

"Follow me, for I am the light"...

Jesus tried to tell the people to stop wasting their lives by worshipping God, and turn thier attentions to bettering themselves...but did they listen...No, too wrapped up in their egotistical self-importance - just like today...after 2000yrs, they still don't get it!

So, no - I'm afraid Jesus can't help me - because he is dead 2000yrs - and he aint coming back...for anyone...

The only person who can help me, is me. And in order for me to help me, I have to have the will to help me - and...yep, I aint got anyt will left anymore...too many times have I reinvented myself, taken the shit that has been dealt me, and seeing as I'm a 'model christian', where the fuck is this Jesus character...waiting for more?...seeing if I can take anymore?...
Come on Jesus...show yourself, and tell me that this all amkes sense!!!

*looks around*
HA - just as I thought - just another lie to control the masses through fear and predudice

[Imotep]

it is said, the lord helps those thathelp themselvesss.
ina way, im with torog, at least put it outaa yr hands.
unload yr burden, however way is right for you.