Quote Originally Posted by royalHIGHness
yeah....if you have any type of personality/mood disorder....now is the time its going to come out......or it can be brought out by a heavy stressor...
(that happened to me this summer...i came out with bipolar type 2 and generalized anxiety disorder)
but i was also kinda deliberating that maybe at this age people start really growing up and making realizations and thats what puts them in a shitty mood and they think about how much time they have left and begin questioning if its worth it.....or what not.........
its funny bc i used to think that depressed/bipolar/etc people were just spoiled/attention seeking and it was all in their heads....until i went coo-coo for coa-coa puffs....
For real. Everything changes...everything. I admire those who choose not to change, instead they stay in their dead-end lifestyle of doing drugs sun up to sun down and living life the way they want to with no apparent goals or direction for their life. Very thought provoking considering that I'm in the opposite direction and this quote from Buddhism sticks in the back of my mind: "Desire is the root of all suffering."

...you can only imagine my strife.
Ganj Reviewed by Ganj on . Massive mental hangup The last year has been good to me... I just got into my 20's.. already have a diploma.. I work at an autoshop making 8.75hr, 36-44hr weeks (full time).. My name is on the deed with a sibling, so I have a house, and I have a car (though its torn to shit)... Things seem good so far, but yet I have this weird depression.. I moved a city over, 40 min or so from the place I live at, just to finish up schooling, going to be moving back soon. Maybe partly is the frustration of constant changes? Rating: 5