Quote Originally Posted by birdgirl73
OK, Turquoise, I've had this question before based on something else you wrote in another thread...
Aw man XD I didn't mean to give off the impression that strongly. I hope I'm not getting a reputation...

I dunno. It's definitely plausible that something in me really just isn't into it right now-- it's probably due to me being somewhat self-interested overall. But irritatingly enough, I've been "dating" (i use the term loosely) since first grade; that is to say I've been, at least ostensibly, wanting to strike up something really romantic and engaging since before I knew where babies came from. But, like I said, it was probably just me mimicking adult behavior.

Without wanting to sound boastful or arrogant, I do somewhat pride myself on restricting my affection for someone I feel very deeply for, and have a long-term intimate bond with. This is a notion that was pretty much lost on most of my buddies in high school-- then again, they were the ones with girlfriends, lol. All mine have been internet girlfriends I met in real life (and no, none of them were child touchers...thank goodness).