in need of a serious diagnostic...

[Breukelen advocaat]

alright, here it goes, I have a serious problem with the way I think to try to live in this type of life. I would like to say that I'm am left handed/ambidextris to help whomever is trying to help me out. I'm not sure what it is but I can only hold onto a thought for so long until my brain chains off to another. I have zero motivation physically to do anything. I have still yet to graduate high-school and I'm 19 now and have no job, no liscense, no girl. I have alot of friends, always seem happy around them, im trying to live a normal life. I loose interest in things too fast unless I'm very interested in it which is rare. I rarley make big changes in my life, I think way into things where I cannot finish what I was going to start with. All this is starting to lead to some serious depression, so far weed is the only thing im holding onto. I wake up everymorning with one goal, find a bag and chill. I use to have a good job and was a hard worker, if I was in the right mind set. I really want to make it in life but there seems to be a road block in my brain and I just don't get it. It might be because I think of the answer first than the details, backwards thinking. I really don't know, I feel like I can do anything in this world and know I can, somethings holding me back. Sorry about not breaking this up into paragraphs, but I wanted to get this out fast before I changed my mind . I really would like to have some people who can relate or had experience like I have and let me know what they've tried. I have asked to go to the doctor a few times but my parents just kind of ignore it. I'm not trying to fail in life, so please to whomever took their time to read this offer some serious advice. Thanks to all

I would recommend a diet free of Gluten (in wheat, barley, rye and oats), and if possible, Casein (milk products). These foods cause all kinds of problems for many people. Don't expect much help from doctors - most are not aware, or current, regarding these food problems. You just have to go with what makes you feel better.

[fikusroot]

I have the same problem. Find something you like and then start doing something with it. Your motovation in that field may spill over into other areas in your life. That's what it's like with me. I get home from school and dont feel like doing shit so I sit at my piano and suddenly I get really super focused and then afterwords I get up and do my homework.