Krogith,

"This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me"

"TO THE UNKNOWN GOD. Whom therefore ye ignorantly worship, him declare I unto you."

"Whosoever denieth the Son, the same hath not the Father: (but) he that acknowledgeth the Son hath the Father also."

"I said therefore unto you, that ye shall die in your sins: for if ye believe not that I am he, ye shall die in your sins."

Since you are denying Jesus, then you don't know the Father. You are just like those who put Jesus to the cross. He claimed to be "equal" with God, so they killed him. You are doing the same thing as they did unto him.

In the old testament:

"And God said unto Moses, I AM THAT I AM: and he said, Thus shalt thou say unto the children of Israel, I AM hath sent me unto you."

In the new testament:

"Jesus said unto them, Verily,verily, I say unto you, Before Abraham was, I am."