ha ha I love myself self when I drank jsut a wee bit too much

and slipknot you got it on the money, except it was about a boy

my "boyfriend" had some fucked up shit happen yesterday and he kinda lashed out at me, and I was just really upset about it because we just got over this bullshit with the fighting, and I've managed to stay on my best behavior with it so why couldn't he do the same

i'ma keep this story short and its was just me over-reacting, which the alcohol surely did not help with that

i fuckin felt like crap all night and so I called him this morning, and I talked things out with him, so things are so so, for now

I'm just giving too much of myself to people lately, I gotta stop that *slaps the back of hand*