First of all, I'm new to the forum and excited to be here.

Tomorrow, a bunch of people from my program (As an alternative to high school I go to vocational technical school, I'm a networker ) are getting together to smoke. I've never done it before; the closest I've come to it is a few weeks ago when I went to the fair and I had bronchitis. My friend hit me on the back to give me a coughing fit and then blew a bunch of smoke in my face, to be a jerk.

I'm the only female in the program, and the guys I'm going to be with tomorrow are like big brothers; they watch out for me, but they mess with me, too. There's five of us, and between us we have about a half. That's what they told me, anyway.

Now the thing is, I'm seventeen. I live with a different family; I up and left my own. I'm safe and treated fairly where I am, now, but it was at a great cost to my freedom. They make an attempt to be a family to me. It's really nice, but...

All my life I've taken care of myself. I live in a city, so I walked all over, fended for myself, found ways to feed myself. A 'streetrat'. I lived right down in the middle of the city. Now I live on top of a hill right outside the city. The family I live with doesn't believe in people walking anywhere, the kids don't have jobs(they're my age). In short, they're spoiled.

And they're very sheltered from the outside world, very close-minded. They're very, very conservative, and abhor marijuanna. I don't want them to know that I've experimented; My real family has since moved, and I would have nowhere to live.

I'm not a bad kid.. I'm hardworking and I like my career. I think I could be responsible with pot. I just don't share their ideals. I'm eager to experience this, after all I've read, and heard, and all the good I know it does many people.

I apologise for the rant, but does anyone have any tips for me? Which method would be the least harsh...How to disguise it afterward? I apologise if this is in the wrong topic. ;_; I'd greatly appreciate the help. Nice to meet you all!
Zwitter Reviewed by Zwitter on . First time tomorrow :O First of all, I'm new to the forum and excited to be here. :D Tomorrow, a bunch of people from my program (As an alternative to high school I go to vocational technical school, I'm a networker ) are getting together to smoke. I've never done it before; the closest I've come to it is a few weeks ago when I went to the fair and I had bronchitis. My friend hit me on the back to give me a coughing fit and then blew a bunch of smoke in my face, to be a jerk. I'm the only female in the Rating: 5