i am at a huge crossroads at the moment. the next few months of my life are basically going to determine the rest of it. i can either stay where i am and get a job as an electrician....or i can go to cali or mississippi and travel the world as an electrician....specifically guam, japan, spain, iraq and kuwait. if i stay where i'm at, i think i'll continue to delve into the hick culture that i'm surrounded by. if i go to cali or miss, i think i'll still spiral into hick culture, but with a better idea of what else is out there. i also think about the two choices i have and how they'll affect the woman i end up with. many many things to ponder.