i have mixed emotions towards alcohol - when i'm in the right environment i have a lot of fun with it and i feel great, but a lot of times it just makes me really sad/emotional and i hate the way it makes me feel. also i've been in hangover hell several times before where i spent the entire next day puking and feeling like i was dying. lately i have been drinking more in moderation and at times i feel like giving it up entirely, though i like the fact that it makes me more talkative/outgoing when i am drinking.