Things haven't been going to well for me recently, back at the start of summer I went to a party and me and my friends were concerned I'd been spiked with ecstasy, which is a drug i don't take. Since then I've had anxiety, confusion and occasionally paranoia and I am constantly frightened about becoming mentally ill. I don't know if I even got spiked, or if it was just bud that caused this. Anyway I've only smoked a few times since then and I am scared to get stoned. It seems to confuse me more and instead of enjoying it I am just thinking the whole time that I am going crazy. Sometimes it feels like I'm just watching life through a television, and I seem strangely disconnected. I also get bad deja vu and strange dreams. I seem to have a completely different outlook on life and the same situations and stimuli that I used to take pleasure from now provoke the "wrong" emotions.
snufkin Reviewed by snufkin on . Bad Year Things haven't been going to well for me recently, back at the start of summer I went to a party and me and my friends were concerned I'd been spiked with ecstasy, which is a drug i don't take. Since then I've had anxiety, confusion and occasionally paranoia and I am constantly frightened about becoming mentally ill. I don't know if I even got spiked, or if it was just bud that caused this. Anyway I've only smoked a few times since then and I am scared to get stoned. It seems to confuse me more Rating: 5