Are there pictures of god or godrocks that they let you touch at the museum? Have you ever looked through a telescope and seen god? I'm going to have to call bullshit on you're dying story too. I dont really believe in god because I know why people believe in God in the first place. once you see the fact that there is a definate HUMAN longing for a higher power, you will see that the arguments by HUMANS are biased and unscientific and science is the closest thing we have to the truth. And if there is a god, then I guess I'm fucked.