my money's on he caught her with ben.... either just hanging out, or intimately... not trying to stir up feelings or nothing, just as i read your post i couldn't help but wonder if he was inbetween you guys because they have feelings for each other, or he just has feelings for her...

i'm not gonna lie to you, the pain won't go away forever, there'll always be those memories and the times when you just can't help but think to yourself all your what ifs and i wishes.... but that's still no reason to torture yourself wtih something that will never be.