any advice wud be nice

[Breukelen advocaat]

Interesting to hear that you don't partake much these days, Breuk. Makes sense, though. Indica is what benefited my sister the most, and it was hard to find down here, too.

If people like your sister could get it, I'd gladly go without it to help them - but that's not in the cards.

I'm so sorry about her illness. I'm no stranger to the ramifications of having a loved one with terminal cancer. The first time for me was almost 40 years ago, it was my mother, and my life was changed from then on.

I never thought I'd make 30 years old. Frankly, I don't know how I made it this far, but it's sometimes possible to overcome many things if you put your mind to it. I'm more concerned with my wife's heath - but she's doing well after a few scary things. Today is the 12th anniversary of her (partial) hysterectomy.

[locster]

tried to burn it last night... but started trippin out again so im gonna quit... for now =(

[birdgirl73]

If people like your sister could get it, I'd gladly go without it to help them - but that's not in the cards.

I'm so sorry about her illness. I'm no stranger to the ramifications of having a loved one with terminal cancer. The first time for me was almost 40 years ago, it was my mother, and my life was changed from then on.

I never thought I'd make 30 years old. Frankly, I don't know how I made it this far, but it's sometimes possible to overcome many things if you put your mind to it. I'm more concerned with my wife's heath - but she's doing well after a few scary things. Today is the 12th anniversary of her (partial) hysterectomy.

Thanks, Breuk. I'm so sorry you lost your mother. That's awful. And thanks for your sentiments regarding my sister. I was trying to find my way back to this thread earlier but couldn't find it.

This has been a rough day. My sister's vision is quickly diminishing with the cancer metastasis to her brain. Four days ago it was still enough she could see to get around. Today she cannot. This means that things are advancing quickly now. She had four and a half weeks of fairly bearable life. Then this week the downhill slide is so obvious again. It kills me. Today's my 45th birthday, a fact I've been lamenting all day long. Not so much because of aging, which I don't like but can tolerate. But because she's been here for every birthday I can remember since the beginning of time. She won't be here for my next one.

Thanks for indulging me. Sorry to be a downer.

[Breukelen advocaat]

Thanks for indulging me. Sorry to be a downer.

We just lost my father-in-law, this past August. Until this, death is a part of of life that my wife hasn't had to deal with as closely as I have.

You're never prepared when it happens to a loved one, even when the signs are evident.

I can't say much now as I'm out the door to work, but happy birthday anyway.

[ziRomE]

LOCSTER : ciggaretes and weed are a bad combo. i chain smoke (6 years) so my heart rate is high for 27yrs old, weed (11 years) makes it faster but u just notice your insides more when your stoned, so could be an issue, could be in your head, i reccomend stayin with the dank (in moderation) , lay off the smokes, they will kill you first, i need to stop my damn self, excersize is always good.........and listen to birdgirl73, ive been on here for just a day and shes kicks alot of knowledge in every thread, and your not a downer birdgirl, lifes a blessing and a bitch at the same time, ive lost a few loved ones that i was very close to, and it is the most painful thing there is but i just keep them in my heart, i still talk to them on occasion and believe they can hear me, and know i'll see them again when its my time. not religous but believe theres more than just life as we know it.