i kind of get what your sayin man, like, getting stoned in your bedroom is okay, but getting REALLY stoned in your garden or outside somewhere gives you a much greater sense of being alive. just being in the moment.
i try to smoke more often in places where you can enjoy the feeling of resting or relaxing such as on a boat or in my garden, its a thousand times better than smoking in a car watching for police or in your room worrying about parents and so on, try getting high somewhere you feel safe, somewhere you dont need to worry, - even if you dont come up with the meaning of life im sure you will feel a great sense of happiness and almost a sense of rebirth, i find GROWING weed has also helped me come in touch with nature alot too, and i feel alot happier and healthy now thanks to that,
thnx for hearing me out man,

-oh and there are more than four elements in the real world, lol there is a whole chart of them in almost every science lab...