You've never proved God didnt exist..Theres a story in the new testament about 2 guys one beliebves in god and is poor the other doesnt and is a rich man...when they both die the poor one is with God the other is seperated from God but still in heaven. He ask God to let him go back to earth to warn his family that he was wrong God says if they dont believe my word not even a dead man rising will change there minds....
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