i have expirenced ego loss before. i wish i could explain and talk about it, but i dont even know where to begin.

it all happened this one day when i was on lots of drugs in my friends basement... the most mind-fucking day of my life probly.

okay, i'll try to explain the expirence. i began to feel very very uneasy at some point of the party.. i could feel a change happeneing. next thing i know, im laying on the floor with nothing but memmories that werent my own. let me explain more, i rememberd visions.. but not being seen thru my eyes. it was as if i had the memmory of a fly that had been in the room, because i rememebr seeing my body on the ground, and the vision was from up on the ceiling. after i found myself laying on the floor, i cant even begin to explain how flat-out simple the world was to me. it was honestly heartbreaking. i was looking at everything as if it werre thru the eyes of nature.i thought about myself, and saw me for who i was. it was horrible to think about myself in that way, it was tough to block out all thoughts and worries. and i was thinking about everything as if it were thru the mind of nature. ive had some intenseeeee expirences, but none have ever come close to this one.