yeah dude if i were you i'd wait till my parents were out of the house (if you still live with them) and then make a doob tube (toilet paper roll stuffed with dryer sheets - gets rid of the smell) and then put something on TV or listen to some chill music with 1 or 2 friends, and SMOKE it this time out of a glass pipe. unless you are inhaling and not sucking in the smoke you will most likely be ripped:smokin:

just don't give up after one experience man! after all even you said this could be a life changing thing, so why would you want to throw that away, if it was for the better, and miss out on something so great?