I would never advise eating for a first experience it is far too intense and isnt even the effect you want to achieve from your first session. I would of thought you'd of known this with all your research and all.

Anyway dont give up on the weed it is the most beatutiful and natural thing you can dip into on a daily basis and it WILL change your life for the better if you just losen up a little and nail a few spliffs.

Peace and good luck