im an insomniac as well and sleepless nights are regular for me. Dont you hate the moment where you're lying in your bed, not tired, wondering if you should stay up all day (thinking of what that would entail) or you should just try and sleep (and thinking of what would happen) For me I most of the time just say fuck it and spend the rest of my day awake, after having consumed 2 entire rockstar energy drinks