I've never been that fucked up. I'm a really logical person, though I have a HUGE imagination, and I'm always really logical and safe about the drugs I consume.

Like I've never been so drunk that I don't remember the night, but I have been fucked up on pills and have huge chunks of the night that are just gone. Sometimes it can be hard to tell if I'm awake or just really fucked up, but it's when that happens that I'm, somehow, at my happiest and lucid, for some reason.