Don't give up!! Employ patience at once. If you want the expert advice from fellow growers then reveal all so the masses can put their/our heads together and turn ur suck ass grow area into a kick ass grow area. Don't be disheartened by a failed crop, I've had numerous failures over the years; some of which have been very expensive lessons, while others have just been lessons. The key is to make the sucesses outweigh the unsuccesses. It rewards a great deal of self satifaction and energy to go again.

If a task has once begun,
Never leave it until it is done.
Be a labourer great or small,
Do it well or not at all.