dude help me i wanna have lucid dreams it actually fascinates me, but i do not have the money for really anything anymore (incase you don't know, wife was hit by a car and she was the only one working, it's ridiculous trying to get a job here, like fucking ridiculous, i live right on the border pretty much.. so yeah..) but this idea has always facsinated me... if you can help me, train me perhaps? [email protected].........

btw, you've always been my 'idol' of the forums you always know the words i want to say but can't put together.