yeah man, keep it real! And since your a martial artist of sorts, do some freakin exercize!!!! I bet you will get happier quicker if ya exercize a grip. Exercizing realises endorphines and stuff into your blood, forcing you to feel happy LoL

(and dude, Res, we can be real sneaky! I''ve got a night vision camera, black duds, plenty of gloves LoL, morphine to keep him from screamin from the pain and everything... it would be some good fun for sure )