Been separated for nearly two years now, Lulu.
And I said that I would have a separate chrimbo for the kids with me.
She just doesn't see my point of view that I don't want there to be conflicting messages to the kids.
She says that there is nothing between the 'lodger' and her, and to be totally honest, I don't care if there is (as long as the kids arent affected), but she has no guile. She doesn't think toherself, 'oh, I wonder if it would be a good idea to have matey tag along when I pick the kids up'...
I mean, if it were me, I wouldn't do that. Even if it meant asking the lady to wait around the cornwer for a few minutes, whilst I picked the kids up!
Maybe I'm being paedantic and stupid, but I just like to think thsat I have a little more nouse about me than that!

Sorry, I'm just really dark today, it's nearing a full-moon, and for the umptenth time, it seems to be a dark-moon cycle. I am always affected by the moon (being a moon-child, and all), but usually the moon affects me in a good way...lately, it has been dark.

And now I've got to go to work, which is really jarring me off, as I've been up since 10am, and won't be finished work til 12noon tomorrow, which gives me about an hour before I have the kids for the weekend...long day ahead+dark mood=narky Res lol
And, I gotta transport chickens to their death, which fills me with such joy...NOT
Poor little fuckers will be crammed into tiny boxes, with no room to cluck, let alone spread their wings, in the freezing cold...poor fuckers.
I've never done this job before, and who knows...I may let them have their freedom lol...the mood I'm in, I just might.
RESiNATE Reviewed by RESiNATE on . I hate Christmas Just had a row with the ex-wife over what to do with the children over christmas. She wants me to go to her house in the morning, so that I can be there when the kids open their presents. She cannot seem to understand why this makes me feel uncomfortable. Aside from the fact that she has a 'lodger' there, I just don't want to play 'happy families' (a nasty expression ,but one that fits). She is sooo insensitive - only the other day, she sent me a text wishingme a happy anniversary! Then, Rating: 5