VENTING

[bwell]

Do what you feel is best for you and your family, hanging out with older people always got me in shit I wasn't ready for.

[daima]

he's sixteen years old with a flour sack cape tied all around his neck
he's climbing up on of the garage , he's figuring what the heck
he licked his finger and checked the wind
it's going to be do or die
he wasnt scared of nothing
he was pretty sure he could fly

He;s one of those who know that life is just a leap of faith
spread your arms and hold your breath
and always trust your cape:thumbsup: :thumbsup:

dai*ma:stoned: sfca
go find yourself a place where they could use a volunteer.

[Captain Hanks]

ok well im just gonan start venting right now cuz i cant sleep and it might help.... I cant sleep cuz im sitting in bed thinking about what im doing with my life... im 16.. i almost died from alcohol posining yesterday.. i smoke at least a gram a day.. and im just wondering if thats a thing a kid should be doing because quite frankly i dont give a fuck if my friends look up to me for that dumb shit like being able to drink n smoke alot.. because thats gonna get me no where in life.. im thinking about quitting blazen but i dont know if thats the problem.. i think im just not responsible enough... and ive also realized that im not really hanging out with alot of people my age... im 16 and i hang out with people 20 and older.. also im trippen out because my friend was just diagnosed with throat cancer... and i smoke alot and drink alot... I feel like growing up and having a family.. not dieing of cancer.. k not trying to be dramatic just happy i got to vent....

If anything it's the alcohol messing up your life, the herb is only helping it. If I were you I would stop the drinking for a while. I would also cut down on my smoking, maybe only a few bowls a day. Also, sorry about your buddy man, but I gurantee you he was smoking cigs and not just the herb soley.

[JR77]

Life is tough! It is really hard to know what to do sometimes....but it sounds like ur on the right track if you are already thinking about the problems in ur life and what needs to be changed. Hang in there!

[Kurt Mac Grower]

You're thinking right man, drink less and smoke less, you won't regret it

[pogmoasal1]

well i dident read all this so someone probably said this, but im going to again. i would say stop drinking cause in my oppinion its poison. but you dont have to stop smoking you just need to cut back only do it after you have done all your school work. and hang out with who ever you think is fun with hanging out with. just dont become like one of my buddys that lives in florida. you think a gram a day is alot try about 7 a day on a day that you arent smoking alot and he hits the sauce every day. but all you really need to do is cut back and if you stil feel shitty after you cut back then stop for a while till you feel like you can handle it again

[Blunt420]

two words of adivise QUIT DRINKINIG, it will be your biggest downfall

[Crimson King]

I was raised by an alcoholic;alcohol will ruin your life if you mess with it.I won't drink more than two drinks a month if even that.Not to sound like I'm telling you what to do,but I'm 35 and I did all the same shit you are doing right now and worse.
I know what it's like to wake up in the hospital in Intensive Care and be pumped full of charcoal.It's not fun.
But I'm not your mom and just a name on a screen,so maybe you'll take some free advice.
STOP drinking! You have no idea the damage you are doing to yourself at 16 that will affect you later in life..trust me;I got the same speech at 16 and thought I knew it all...I didn't.
Ease up or stop weed and cigs entirely.Weed will contribute to depression more than you know it [and don't beleive the bullshit when they say it doesn't fuck up your lungs.Look at the bong water or resin and you tell me] and it is HARD as hell to quit smoking;I know! I had a friend who kicked heroin and he said smokes were a lot harder to put down.
If you think life sucks now,wait a decade or so [times goes faster than you think it does!] when you are solely responsible for everything.Mom and Dad won't pick up the tab forever.Life isn't cheap and can be very cruel.You have no idea yet what it's like yet to look at your monthly bills and go "Shit,I have $30 at the end of the month to EAT with!" or to collect loose change around the house to try and get some gas money to get to work to pay those bills.
Miss two or three car payments and they come and take the car.Don't pay the electric bill,and it gets shut off.And your credit is ruined for 7 years.Chew on that.
Get an education,too.I'm not trying to be funny when I say that,but it's REALITY. I went to college at 34 [to earn more] and now have a $40,000 student loan to pay off for the next 15 to 20 years.
you're young enough to change things...do it.The world is already full of useless individuals who have wasted their lives.

[PotHeed420]

A gram isn't that much, I smoke that much on a dry day.

[bud breath420]

hang in their bro.. im 17 i went through the same shit last year I used to hang out with older guys drink alot and did alot of things im not proud of.. things that have fucked with my head...some of the worse things im not going to discuss here... I remember one time I ran away from home went out drinking with a friend of mine and some older guy... story turns out I almost jumped off a bridge that night... thats one of the lesser things i did.. dont worry though things will look up for you, I had the same thoughts i wouldnt amount to anything.. but it got better I apoligised stopped drinking and tried my best to straighten myself out.. but as far as people say you should stop smoking bud.. i think maybe give it a little break but dont quit mate.. i know it helped me alot .. my advise to you is ditch these older guys theyll cause nothing but problems for you.. think about it they arent worth your future... sorry im kind of venting here too!! anyways mate have a good one!