Creeper, you're gonna have to learn that nothing in life is static. Friends come and go all the time. My ol' friends who I used to love and party with might as well be dead to me - cause we don't talk to each other anymore.
I think right now you are just jealous because you're friend is up in heaven smokin' a big fat doobie with God and you're stuck here on this miserable fuckin' planet. Get used to it!