I'm sorry for your loss Creeper.
Back when I was in hs/college there was a rash of suicides and deaths. It hurt so much back then and now again when I see another generation go thru it.
I know nothing I say will make you feel better but I can leave you with this. A quote from the older brother of a suicide victim.
"Can you even imagine the strength it takes to kill yourself like that"
(it was a hanging)
It's hard Creeper. Real hard but you gotta stay strong. If you feel you need professional help to cope do it and do it for yourself and your well being.

>>>hugs to you Plant>>>
tootsie roll Reviewed by tootsie roll on . My Best Friend's Dead. Two days ago me and my friend's were stoned, chilling out, and playing x-box, when I heard my younger sister yelling for our stepdad to come quick. Curious I went and checked out what she was yelling for and she told me and my stepdad, that one out of my two best friends had killed himself, and she heard it from his girlfriend. I couldnt believe it, I grabbed the phone and called up a friend of his who confirmed it. I didnt know what to think, or feel. Im so fucking mad at him right now because Rating: 5