what urks me though is that my other best friend had to watch his mom fight for life when she was dying of cancer and then My buddy who off'd himself just throws his life away like that, he never mentioned a goddamn word to us, and we all told him that whatever he had to say to just say it cause we knew hed feel bad, he event went to counseling and all the ohter bullshit you could go to, and then he just fuckin kills himself, Im sad and angry for his family, his problems are over with, its just his mom and his sis.....I feel so fucking bad for em. He always used to say how suicide was a pussies death before and after his died shot himself....but i guess he just didnt care anymore. I understand he was in pain, but people who have been through alot worse dont kill themselves. Its just fucked, I dont know anymore.