I lost a friend of mine a few years ago. she was really unhappy over so many things.

When pain exceeds coping resources, suicide is quite often the answer taken. To the person with the pain, its the only way to stop the pain. No its not the accustomed "Proper" way of dealing with pain, but to the person at the moment, it is. Even tho i disagree with suicide, i can understand why some people resort to it.

I feel for you man. In time things will heal, but not entirely *hugs*