My Best Friend's Dead.

[Creeper]

Two days ago me and my friend's were stoned, chilling out, and playing x-box, when I heard my younger sister yelling for our stepdad to come quick. Curious I went and checked out what she was yelling for and she told me and my stepdad, that one out of my two best friends had killed himself, and she heard it from his girlfriend. I couldnt believe it, I grabbed the phone and called up a friend of his who confirmed it. I didnt know what to think, or feel. Im so fucking mad at him right now because I feel that he let us down. Its a waste of life, there are people fighting to live who have cancer and he just throws his life away like that. The kid had everything going for him, everyone liked him, he was going to college, had a hot girlfriend, good job. I dont know what the fuck. Im also sad because Ill never see him again, and I feel bad for his family because his dad commited suicide a year ago so his family must be going through hell.
Anyways I just wanted to vent, cause I dont know how to feel now. The wake is Monday and the funeral is Tuesday so hopefully it will give me some sort of closure.

Creeper Reviewed by Creeper on 09-01-2006. My Best Friend's Dead. Two days ago me and my friend's were stoned, chilling out, and playing x-box, when I heard my younger sister yelling for our stepdad to come quick. Curious I went and checked out what she was yelling for and she told me and my stepdad, that one out of my two best friends had killed himself, and she heard it from his girlfriend. I couldnt believe it, I grabbed the phone and called up a friend of his who confirmed it. I didnt know what to think, or feel. Im so fucking mad at him right now because Rating: 5

[paddyahern]

it's his life, he can do what he wants with it.

[orangeman]

Well I understand you but everyone dont think the same. He might have even realized that people that have a disease that may cause a slow death but he probably got fed up with his. You never know whats going on, he probably just couldnt handle or take what ever he was going through anymore. I'm sorry man, I hope you feel better.

[Mr.Jesus]

it's really sad but at the same time i can understand why he would do it.

[Big Calhoun]

It's natural to feel upset at him. That is usually one of the first reactions in a situation like this, "Why did that person do this to ME?". Soon though, you'll have to look at the bigger picture. Your friend didn't do anything to you, he did it to himself. It's quite possible that maybe feelings of letting his friends and/or family down contributed. But you have to realize that when things like this happen, there can be many untold reasons that lead to this path.

What you are feeling is normal. The best thing to do at this point is to be supportive of his family and the friends that you share. Death is not finality, it is moving to another level, to another space. Your friend is with you and probably always will be. Maybe you should 'talk' to him, tell him how you feel. Let your emotions go. Remember all the good times, don't dwell on the bad. Death is the time to remember the very best of people because everyone has something about them worth remembering and holding on to.

[Psycho4Bud]

Had something similar happen when I was a teen. My friends dad was found in the basement, hung himself. Bout a year or two later my friend did himself with a pistol. From what I hear...the younger brother hung himself a few years back. I almost wonder if it isn't a hereditary disorder of some sorts.

Best of wishes to you and your friends family.

[orangeman]

Had something similar happen when I was a teen. My friends dad was found in the basement, hung himself. Bout a year or two later my friend did himself with a pistol. From what I hear...the younger brother hung himself a few years back. I almost wonder if it isn't a hereditary disorder of some sorts.

Best of wishes to you and your friends family.

Wooooow. Now that is really some messed up stuff man.

[Budman37]

Wow thats a tought..Iam so sorry to here about that and for you and his family...The only thing I can say is that he was obviously hurting pretty bad on the inside and perhaps couldn't get over his dads suicide so thought he could join him....I do study Gods scripture alot and do know that everyone who dies Goes back to be with God. The chirches might not teach you that but there more concerned about scaring you into there church to get some cash from you then about teaching Gods word correctly....I have no doubt that your friend and his father have been reunited...You see my friend NO one is judged until judegment day and thats not until AFTER the Lords day which has not begun..Dont get me wrong some who die and go back to heaven are kinda seperated from God spiritually if they didnt get it together in this lifetime but there still with God and not in Hell or anything like that..I can only imagine how this family is suffering, I study online at a very scripture based church i have learned alot perhaps it might help you and your friends family to check it out, now is a good time to seek God after a tradgedy like this...Best to you.
Your Friend
Bob

heres the site www.shepherdschapel.com

[Creeper]

Ya he was aslo in a car accident 2 months before his dad shot himself, and he watched one of his friend burn to death. He was a little bipolar I think, and on wednsday when he failed his drivers test for like the 5th time I think he just went fuckin nuts. I guess he flipped right out on the instructer, and went home and got drunk. Everything culminating and was too much for him to bear, is what I think. But still its fuckin stupid and hes a coward for taking the easy way out.

[BobBong]

Creeper, I'm very sad to hear about the loss of your friend. It is a very sad thing when someone gets to that point in their life..it's just unfortunate that he did not decide to confide in his friends and family rather than doing this. Many things can cause a person to do these things.. or even attempt it and often nobody will ever know why or understand it.
Life is not easy.. some would say the easiest part of it is death. It's just sad that it is that much easier for some.

Things like this remind us just how precious life is... I toke a bowl for you and your friends. For it is all i can do.

Love life and it'll love you back.
Best wishes,
Bob.