My Best Friend's Dead.

[likemclever]

Paddyahern..
Guess your talking about me...Jeez your a real comfort..Im not trying to convert anybody just thought id try to give a little hope that creeper and his buddy will see each other again...
Creeper if I offended you i am trully sorry!!!!! I meant no disrespect

Donâ??t take him to heartâ?¦just another resident asshole (probably a member thatâ??s been banned before for the same kind of shit.)

Sorry about your friend Creeperâ?¦I would be very mad as well. Itâ??s the most selfish thing a person can do.

[buddymyfriend]

Do Not Stand At My Grave and Weep

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there.I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there, I did not die.

Peace

Buddy

[Nochowderforyou]

Two days ago me and my friend's were stoned, chilling out, and playing x-box, when I heard my younger sister yelling for our stepdad to come quick. Curious I went and checked out what she was yelling for and she told me and my stepdad, that one out of my two best friends had killed himself, and she heard it from his girlfriend. I couldnt believe it, I grabbed the phone and called up a friend of his who confirmed it. I didnt know what to think, or feel. Im so fucking mad at him right now because I feel that he let us down. Its a waste of life, there are people fighting to live who have cancer and he just throws his life away like that. The kid had everything going for him, everyone liked him, he was going to college, had a hot girlfriend, good job. I dont know what the fuck. Im also sad because Ill never see him again, and I feel bad for his family because his dad commited suicide a year ago so his family must be going through hell.
Anyways I just wanted to vent, cause I dont know how to feel now. The wake is Monday and the funeral is Tuesday so hopefully it will give me some sort of closure.

Are you from Edmonton? This sounds just like a story that I recently heard.

A kid who was back home from college, he was on his way to the Folk Fest. and he never met up with his friends. A week later they found his body in the river and they confirmed that he killed himself. A very bright math student too from what I read. I actually felt really bad when I heard this. I'm just curious if you're around that area, because it would be weird if you were and it was the same person I'm thinking of.

Anyways, just keep your head up. I had a friend kill himself with drugs 5 years ago and I got through it. Just don't dwell on it too much. Go to his funeral, say goodbye, and goodbye is goodbye. Try to stay in touch with the good times and don't let it upset you.

Good luck.

[Euphoric]

i am sorry that your friend decided to check out rather early. u will probably always miss dude. maybe u can chat him up on a ouiji board or some thing? i am sure he lives on...somewhere...

-_-

[tbailey]

dude im so sorry for you. thats one of the worst ays to lose someone, especially a best buddie.
RIP dude, hes toking with jesus now (or whatever religion he believed in, same diff)

[Nylo]

Man, the second I read that I felt really hurt man. I jut had an instant flash of how sad I'd be if my best bud died; we've been buds since like four years old.

You've got a right to feel mad, man. I know that must hurt. A friend of mine committed suicide my freshman year; it was the first suicide experience I ever had. Sure it's their life, but does it make the pain any less intense? Does it make you any less disappointed? I still think selfishness shares other attributes in a suicidald state. It's not wrong at all to feel like what he did was selfish. It's not like I hold it against the guy I knew.

I'm sorry about that, man. Just remember the good times. Honor the influence he had on you when he was alive.

[Fabolous]

man people need to stop being so damn emo. and just deal with what ever life throws at them

[smok3y]

Damm man, sorry to hear about your friend creeper, sucks big time.. Keep your head up in be strong..

[Creeper]

Well everyone after a week of staying rip-roaring drunk, Im starting to feel better, I know Ill see him again sometime, and hes definitely gettin an ass whooping when I do see him. Thanks again for your comments.

No NoChowderforyou Im not from Edmenton, let alone Canada.

[budzy malone]

Creeper, you're gonna have to learn that nothing in life is static. Friends come and go all the time. My ol' friends who I used to love and party with might as well be dead to me - cause we don't talk to each other anymore.
I think right now you are just jealous because you're friend is up in heaven smokin' a big fat doobie with God and you're stuck here on this miserable fuckin' planet. Get used to it!