lol@man in white coat...does he have a clip board too, and makes little notes, now and again...lol

I think its a combination of laziness (can't be bothered to cook), coupled with a load of dark shit...

Today, I thought - I know, I'll make some egg and bacon rolls, topped with cheese..cool...but after one (I made 3), I was really struggling to finish them off (I only managed 2 and a half) - I was almost forcing myself to eat it, cos I know that I should...

I've never been particularly big, but have always had a good appetite - even if most of what I ate was junk lol.
Yep, 'hands around the throat' is a good description.

I was just worried that I might be bulimic (sp) or summat, but I aint, because I don't purge...prolly just depression that will pass in time....

I reckon I'll buy a liquidiser, and do the smoothie thing...the kids will like it too lol