lol, Penguin - if I smoked any more than I already do, then I would not be able to function at all - believe lmaooo

Maybe I should see the doctor.
I mean, I feel hungry, but can't eat...I start eating something, then get 'bored' with it, or summat...fuck knows - I'm sat here now, and my stomach is rumbling like a rumbly thing..but if I get summat to eat, I won't eat it...not all of it, anyway...ie, bowl of cereal will only have a few mouthfuls...

Maybe I should just let myself die, that'd be cool...lol...at least all my pain would disappear...

..sorry, manic-depressive here...