voice from the past...

[naluman]

This message is for the ones that knew me..
To: x- bluez people...
My regrets to closing down the bluez...I know many are wondering why and what happened ..Im writing this from Japan at the moment, I had a emergency to leave over seas to care for my mother..this may be the last time I see her...or she may live for another few years..but my attention had to be here was important for me....
I opened bluez to share what i had thought many lacked..the down to earth love of people getting together sharing their views on life...there is so much violence, negative vibes going on this small planet we live on and its not getting better, and wanted a sancuary to leave this out.....it was a place where many of you trusted me with you thoughts....and i let you down...and I am so sorry...I know Lulu , the megs, likemclever, donnie,mlley, oreo, and many more of you..had devoted your time there...and i really enjoyed it...as many others did too...we all came from the canna site...which we all knew grew in a alarming rate...this is a good thing...i respected that...the cannabis smoking sub culture proves their is a society that lived among the norms.and may someday out number them...but we all still have different views...and some just had the same...I just wanted to say...keep the peace up and share what you did at Bluez here among those who are still searching...share what little friendship there is ... some may never get ..some will ....but you are the still in my heart and I may never forgive myself for what i done...please forgive me...
So i smoke in peace with you all and move on......

I want to say thank you specially to Lulu , she is one of the most spiritual people i have ever met...always caring , and always there when you need her.honest in her feelings..she is one of the greats....... so...i toke this..J to you Lu....

I hope some of you who dont know me..will accept me as just a another one of your canna friends...some may laugh at me some may get to know me...for thoses who know me...i welcome you for a toke and a good conversation..and share what this world needs..good vibes...

Aloha to the bluez people and the canna people for a good toke out...to peace.......

naluman Reviewed by naluman on 08-31-2006. voice from the past... This message is for the ones that knew me.. To: x- bluez people... My regrets to closing down the bluez...I know many are wondering why and what happened ..Im writing this from Japan at the moment, I had a emergency to leave over seas to care for my mother..this may be the last time I see her...or she may live for another few years..but my attention had to be here was important for me.... I opened bluez to share what i had thought many lacked..the down to earth love of people getting Rating: 5

[DonnieDarko]

Hi Nalu,

This is a very surreal feeling ... today I heard from both you and Lu. The bluez was a special place, with some very special people. I do miss the people immensly ... My thoughts are with you in this difficult time ...

mahalo

Donnie

[FunkyMonkey]

Hey Nalu. I guess that answers my question. I reg'd but didnt post much once my own shit went haywire. I have only recently returned here, and was just recently trying to find your site again.
It was a wonderful place with wonderful people. Sorry to see it go but the page turns and the story goes on into a new chapter.
You have not let anyone down for it is not the place of anyone to place expectations on you. You provided an oasis for people to share and love and connect and that is not something that dies with a web page closing. That kind of gift lives on. The people that frequented bluez are the kind of souls that understand that.
The vibe that you continue to spread is exactly what this world needs more of! So, keep the spirit alive. May you continue to walk in balance with our mother earth and feel the presence of the great spirit in your life always.
I am sorry to hear about your mother. You will both be in my prayers.
I hope you both find what you seek on this new journey.

Peace.


FunkyMonkey

[BabyFacedAbortion]

I don't know you, but good luck man.

[Lulu]

Nalu I was sad that Bluez was gone, all the pics, the stories...it was such a great place for the longest time. But nothing's static and on we go. I've already got some email addy's from Donnie, like you say...we all met up here - it can still be message central for those who want to stay intouch. Likem, Mlley, Noosa, the Megs, Lorlie, Peji, LSN, Opm, Hanny, Allie...holy shit why'd I start this list lol

Anyone I missed, sorrrrry but I'd really love to hear from all of yis.
Take care x[+]x

Lulu

[Lorlie2]

Didnt I have a line once, it said something like, there is a time for being Blue.

Maybe its just not that time right now.
Like I said yesterday.

'The past is a guide post, not a hitching post.'

We all move on for a reason.

Hi to all the bluezy's, hope ya all well.


Lorliexxxx

[mlleyeuxbleus]

Hi to you all... wow, it's been quite awhile since I've been over here, lol!

I'd been really busy with all kinds of stuff, then a really rough patch with my sweetie--which made me not want to talk to anyone (not even about the hurt... I was too upset). Things are much better now, though; we both have stuff to work on, & we care so much for each other.

So I went to bluez the other day, & it was gone, aw! Of course I was bummed, but I don't feel like you let us down, Nalu. I'm so sorry to hear about your mother, & will keep her & you close to my heart & in my thoughts & the quasi-prayers I pray. You're such a tender heart, so take this time to be kind to yourself. We all will connect in other ways, & will always have great memories of the dear lil corner you cleared for us.

Big hugs to all, especially to the bluez & especially-specially to Nalu. Love you all!

[Ocram]

Hey Nalu and everyone else I havent been online much latly either,
been busy with work and crap was in Italy for 6 weeks just got back,
hope all is well with everyone and hope all the best for your mother nalu.
Funky its been awhile man hope all is well man. Take it easy!:thumbsup:
Ocram

[DonnieDarko]

Didnt I have a line once, it said something like, there is a time for being Blue.

Lorliexxxx

Lorlie,

You had so many lines .... I really enjoyed your poetry, prose and uplifting outlook on life. There are reasons behind events in our lives, there are no coincidences. If we open our minds, we'll see the reasons.

x[+]x


Donnie

[naluman]

into my soul, i set free....
from thoughts of emotions of each day...
my eyes see it...I let go...a perfect emptiness...
a perfect soul....
freedom from knowing is death..
to express yourself..
are you happy being free?..living in a memory ...
If you want to understand the truth...
your not understanding yourself..
to understand ones self is with someone you love..
not thru being alone...
dont deny the simple feelings you have..
for you will have crated a trap..
live like the animal jumping tree to tree..
not worrying about whats beneath...


Thank you for your warm response...
friends of friends we keep close..
knowing this earth is small and theres still warmth...

Aloha