As for me I've been having paranoia problems since I was a wee one. Trust even I can look at the shit I get so worked up about and think its stupid, but its almost uncontrollable

I'm bipolar, that doesn't help

and I can't afford psychological treatment, or any treatment for that matter

Weed has helped maintain a stable mood throughout the day, but when it comes to smoking at home (my fav place) I just fuckin wig out, the only time I feel really comfortable smoking here is when one of two people are here, who are major potheads, they've been in just about every worst case pot scenerio, so should somethin happen, they would know how to handle the situation

I hate paranoia, it was one of the things that refrained me from smokin the green for a long time