I know what you're saying, but Ive been talking to my buddy and like he knows Im out to get it and I really do like her,and last night I even told him NOT to do shit and he was like i know man what the fuck I wouldnt.

I just ... need to smoke another bowl and think about this, Im in such a knot I dont know what in the fuck to do.

Dont get me wrong, what you're saying is making perfect sense but in my mind Im thinking differently, I guess its my emotions fucking with me, but man he was my hommie who knew I really liked her and she liked me before this. This is the one thing thats getting to me,and its not even my biggest problem, I almost put my head threw my window last night I was so pissed, my othedr buddy kyle had to tell me not to do it.