im in the same boat as u...except i barley smoke weed...im just extremely lazy...im 19 been outta school for a year and a half and have no motivation what so ever to get a real job...i just float around these bull shit jobs, and sell weed...to cover rent and what not...i feel like im not doing anything with my life and if i keep it up im gonna end up in jail...but lifes a bitch so to say...i dunno whats gonna happen but everyday i wake up im glad to be alive, i guess in the end thats all that matters...