I have no idea where my life is going

[Skink]

good cause if you did,,,it wouldn't go that way...

Skink Reviewed by Skink on 08-29-2006. I have no idea where my life is going let me start out by saying im 19 years old, been out of high school for a year and a half now. Started smoking the ganja my junior year, pretty much been a stoner ever since. Ever since high school ended Ive been completely lost.When high school ended im moved about 45 minutes away up into the mountains, I did it because I needed to get away from the town I lived in for 19 years of my life. it wasnt bad at first, but after a while I started hating it up there, I didnt know anybody up there, so Rating: 5

[MegaOctane12]

lol, I won't take that advice.

I was in the same situation, ive been smoking weed constantley for 7 years, i've been through hell and back. 1, got kicked out my house for being a lazy sod, and not being part of a family, i use to treat my parents house like a hotel, i use to get up in the morning go round a m8s house and just smoke weed all day, and play ps2. |I use to go back home very late about 2, 3 or sometimes 4 in the morning, just stoned out my face. Some days I never even use to see my mum and dad or sisters for a week even though I still came home everyday, one day my mum and dad just had enough, they told me if i want to live under there roof i have to be back home for 10,oclok , i thought feck that i told em i ain't living here no more so i just moved out and moved in with me gf (probably the worst mistake i ever made, moved out my house). she had a single room so it was difficult for the both of us to live there. I use to blaze zoots after zoots and that fecked up my head i didn't know if i was comming or going. I use to smoke on average about 6-7 zoots a day, on a daily basis and i swear it fecked up my head. and then one day i said to myself i'm gonna stop. I tried to stop on previous occasions but couldn't. But this time with pure will power i gave up smoking all together for 2 months. for the first two weeks it was fecking hard, i couldn't sleep coz i'm so use to blazing a zoot before going to sleep but I stuck at it, cold turkey as people call it. but after a 2months break i felt the differnce, i started to think staright put everything into perspective and got my life together. after 3 months i was back on it, and it feels goooood it feels like your first ever zooot. I dn't smoke like a chimney no more, those days are over for me, i smoke about 2-3 zoots daily and thats me.

I think thats what you need to do m8, stop smoking the herb for a couple of months m8, and you will feel like a different person trust me. if your stoned 24/7 you can't think staright and you can't make any realistic goals. for the first two weeks you will feel like shit, sleepness nights and very moody. but after two weeks you will feel fresh and alive again and more importantley healthy.

good luck daima. you can do it m8.

ok guys i can go on and on and on about my life but its too boring so i ain't gonna bother.

this is only my second post and I told you part of of my lifestory to a bunch of strangers.

You sound so much like someone I used to know its eerie, going from seven to 3 zoots a day is a drastic lifestyle change, nice one man