let me start out by saying im 19 years old, been out of high school for a year and a half now. Started smoking the ganja my junior year, pretty much been a stoner ever since. Ever since high school ended Ive been completely lost.When high school ended im moved about 45 minutes away up into the mountains, I did it because I needed to get away from the town I lived in for 19 years of my life. it wasnt bad at first, but after a while I started hating it up there, I didnt know anybody up there, so I was pretty much just smoking weed by my lonesome self.well around march I moved back to my old town and moved in with 4 of my best friends from high school. I couldnt wait, I thought things were gonna start going good, life was gonna be fun again. I soon experienced otherwise. Me and my friends arent the same people we were in high school, we dont get along, I dont get along with any of them really. the make me into an outkast because I smoke weed and dont drink beer with them. I really feel like I have nobody. Im a real shy guy, and its not the easiest thing for me to make friends, so ive always just kinda been stuck with the ones I hvae. Ive recently made a decision to go move back in with my parents. Im leaving a good paying job and pretty much all my friends because im so unhappy down here. The funny thing is im leaving because my roomates make such a big deal out of me being a stoner, but once i move back into my old house, I plan on quitting smoking weed. Weed has been great to me, so many wonderful experiences that I cant remember most of, lol. But it has also dont alot of negative to me to. I can tell all the damage it has done to my body and mind, im not nearly as sharp as I used to be, and well, I just dont feel like im on the right path anymore. I really just dont know what to do with my life right now. im moving back home, I have big debts to pay off, i havent even started college yet and ive been out of high school for 1 and a half years. I really just need to clear my mind from all the smoke, straighten alot of things out, get life back on the right track, and finally feel some happiness again. i never thought id grow up to be as stressed out as Iam right now, I feel like my whole like is falling to peices and slowly coming to an end. You know what would make all this better to, it seriously would make me so much happier with my life, its all I really do want. a girlfriend, ive been so lonely for most of my life I cant even put it into words. I just want somebody to be with and be able to take care of. this sounds cheesy as fuck I know, but this is the only place I got to let my feelings out. i hope thing get better for me
darthstoner09 Reviewed by darthstoner09 on . I have no idea where my life is going let me start out by saying im 19 years old, been out of high school for a year and a half now. Started smoking the ganja my junior year, pretty much been a stoner ever since. Ever since high school ended Ive been completely lost.When high school ended im moved about 45 minutes away up into the mountains, I did it because I needed to get away from the town I lived in for 19 years of my life. it wasnt bad at first, but after a while I started hating it up there, I didnt know anybody up there, so Rating: 5