Casper, man hang it up. If you use marijuana as a "sakrament" (sacrament), then you should have your own seeds. You can only pull so much bullshit before people get sick of it. First you say your some kind of religious user, then you say you have a medical reason to use, now that you grow for med patients. Bullshit. I am a medical patient. Getting a Dr. to write a script in Maine is in all odds impossible, however if you are able to obtain medical backing you recieve your stuff through a University grant with mega-paperwork to follow. Grow up, and grow your own. Get a job and buy what you need like the rest of the world.