Bongman you definetely stay positive :thumbsup: as much as you possibly can!! Stress really can make your immune system worse. I have had female cancer and they say they have or think they have got it all.. but that it can keep coming back... Unfortunately I just lost my mom to lung cancer last March and yes I know the treatments can be rough....They caught her cancer in the late stages (Stage 3) and she had to go thru 9 weeks of radiation and chemo. Unfortunately I lost her in her 9th week of treatment.. I thought I knew about cancer and how rough it could be for people but I didnt know shit until it happened to my mother... My thoughts and prayers are definetely with you , and remeber just try to stay positive and make the most out of life, I know it is easy for me to say but it is the best advice I know to give.. Stay strong